Name: Wednesday, April 30, 2008
yokatta ne.glad
just ytd, i really didnt wanna go school. first, it was the identity crisis, second, twas the unfamiliarity. somehow i was behavin like some brat. still, i dragged my bigfatass to school. i was late for psycho today cos i couldnt find the blady stockings. i swear i rmb still left with one stockin but somehow i couldnt find it! grr~!
psycho turned out great cos i actually talked to ppl other than fiona, my prev jap classmate. there was this only ONE guy in our grp so whn we 'shoot' the guys he was the only one gettin it but he was damn cool with it. my first impression of him was like err.. lembih. hahaa! but he totally impressed me with his actions and all i cant put it to words i guess. he just makes me think, 'mm.. guys dont necessarily hafta impress with their outlooks but their personality.' we were doin the topic on teenage pregnancy, it rocked! it ended up bein a lil sexual. i ended up presentin. gosh, i think my reputation in tp's slowly goin dwnhill man. hahaa! anyhow it wont be worse than my cj one. in cj i'm like half a man alr. hoho. i cant rmb what i said but twas sth that makes them think dirty straight, i think? cos apparently only stupid ryun kiat (my prev socio classmate, he's a KOH too! ppl with the surname koh just cant help bein hot =X hoho.) laughed out damn sudden, i cant rmb what i said but the tutor busted him after that sayin sth like you ppl are so close-minded, talk abt sex only laugh -.- i think my tutor is psychotic, thats why she teaches psycho. she freaks the shit out of me sometimes, make that everytime. i am startin to enjoy psycho tho =))
shining lent me her aunt's. hahaa! it's damn gd quality cos it didnt run and i gotta admit i was DAMN rough cos i waskinda in a big rush.. bse turned out great. damn it man, none and i mean NONE of my tutors are 'clean', esp the hospi related tutors. i think my psycho tutor hasnt cracked a dirty joke yet, has she? but she is not hospi related. anw, my bse tutor a female cracked a pretty gd dirty joke, at least twas what i thot, that rocked man. hahaha! i kinda like her, lets hope i enjoy this whole module, babe!
the whole bse was like some porn lesson cos my class kinda started open up. more like adel and jerome were damn horrible but enjoyable in some sort cos at least got ppl understand and can crack dirty jokes and get the hints! i kinda started loud talkin a lil. the funny one i rmbed was adel was sayin like she wants a hard, cant rmb hard what cos before that i was sayin i was soft or some crap. then she said she wanted a hard one, so i told her if she wants hard one, i'm afraid she might needa go to jerome (he was sittin beside adel, i still think he is gay). HAHAA! basically the dirty ppl were like ADEL, JEROME, JIAYU, denise and mayb, just mayb only, me? hahaa! ppl restrain ok?! hahaa! i think if i really unleash will scare them! HAHAA! the best part! evn shining is gettin it! hahaaa! i love that girl, she is SO cute! hahaa! ok, after talkin so much i think i might as well post some pics of these ppl. adel is like totally known, who doesnt knoe thatnoisybitch =X prettymama hahaa!
pics on train:
psycho turned out great cos i actually talked to ppl other than fiona, my prev jap classmate. there was this only ONE guy in our grp so whn we 'shoot' the guys he was the only one gettin it but he was damn cool with it. my first impression of him was like err.. lembih. hahaa! but he totally impressed me with his actions and all i cant put it to words i guess. he just makes me think, 'mm.. guys dont necessarily hafta impress with their outlooks but their personality.' we were doin the topic on teenage pregnancy, it rocked! it ended up bein a lil sexual. i ended up presentin. gosh, i think my reputation in tp's slowly goin dwnhill man. hahaa! anyhow it wont be worse than my cj one. in cj i'm like half a man alr. hoho. i cant rmb what i said but twas sth that makes them think dirty straight, i think? cos apparently only stupid ryun kiat (my prev socio classmate, he's a KOH too! ppl with the surname koh just cant help bein hot =X hoho.) laughed out damn sudden, i cant rmb what i said but the tutor busted him after that sayin sth like you ppl are so close-minded, talk abt sex only laugh -.- i think my tutor is psychotic, thats why she teaches psycho. she freaks the shit out of me sometimes, make that everytime. i am startin to enjoy psycho tho =))
shining lent me her aunt's. hahaa! it's damn gd quality cos it didnt run and i gotta admit i was DAMN rough cos i was
the whole bse was like some porn lesson cos my class kinda started open up. more like adel and jerome were damn horrible but enjoyable in some sort cos at least got ppl understand and can crack dirty jokes and get the hints! i kinda started loud talkin a lil. the funny one i rmbed was adel was sayin like she wants a hard, cant rmb hard what cos before that i was sayin i was soft or some crap. then she said she wanted a hard one, so i told her if she wants hard one, i'm afraid she might needa go to jerome (he was sittin beside adel, i still think he is gay). HAHAA! basically the dirty ppl were like ADEL, JEROME, JIAYU, denise and mayb, just mayb only, me? hahaa! ppl restrain ok?! hahaa! i think if i really unleash will scare them! HAHAA! the best part! evn shining is gettin it! hahaaa! i love that girl, she is SO cute! hahaa! ok, after talkin so much i think i might as well post some pics of these ppl. adel is like totally known, who doesnt knoe that
pics on train:
- jiayu and denise [i love her tongue piercin!]
- jerome and me
- candid me [by dee]
- actcute me [by dee]
- candid jerome [by dee]
- jerome's gay pose [by dee]
- scary jiayu! [by dee]
pics on cab:
- me and jerome
- the three of us on cab
- jerome and his gay face again
was supposed to take more with dee but we ended up talkin all the way back to tp so no pics after that. i didnt post all the pics, there are too many to post all up!
after bse we went to meet potato and b at the bistro (OH, my psychotutor said she used to have 'potato' students, meanin there just sit there dont move, dont react kind and i thot of potato IMMEDIATELY. it sounds kinda like her. hahaa!) yeah, thgs happened there, makaned and evrybod had to leave for class and only me and pearl was left. we kinda talked alot of graduations and the likes. we both wanted to cry. hoho. anw sorry man, i think i blabbered on abt my jdrama =X BUT, you totally ditched me after that! PIG!
luckily, pops was ard. i was nearly left alone with ykp, scary yo. so after that i kinda went ard with pops to find his classmates, which included pete. so pops did some probin abt pete's 'background' as in the proj attitude all and he fed me with some gossip, that guy's a female in male's disguise man! hahaa! pops is the weirdest guy but nth new we have lots in tp. hahaa! still, he was REALLY nice today! he actually helped me carry my shoebag and uniform cover! surprisin! usually pops will just kill me or such. hahaa! why is everybod sddnly becomin so nice?! BUT I AM NOT COMPLAININ! i love how everythg is now. evrybod nice and i love evrybod, sweeeeet love~ i love thgs like that =))
then while roamin ard we kinda ran into adel and kster who just ended their basic e. lucky i didnt have to meet up with pops' classmates cos i was damn afraid it'd be awkward. hahaa! i was just lamentin how even pops is nice now to adel and k. so i was like, "alvin kang.." the nxt thg i knew, he was in a hurry to tell me, "i become bad alr" (see the link? i said pops become gd alr, so k knew i was gon ask him to carry , my stuff, thus his reply!) gosh, i love the telepathic convos between friends!
i went to change after that and sth sweet HAPPENED! i was damn happy! it's the kinda moments whr you just go, "ah~, yokatta na.." (like wow, thats great..) cos i saw k and adel sittin and chattin happily! how sweet is that?! that was like the highlight of the day! i was really so happy i just stood there and watch =DD after that whn b joined, twas like war. let the pics do the talkin man..
the fightin scenes:
after bse we went to meet potato and b at the bistro (OH, my psychotutor said she used to have 'potato' students, meanin there just sit there dont move, dont react kind and i thot of potato IMMEDIATELY. it sounds kinda like her. hahaa!) yeah, thgs happened there, makaned and evrybod had to leave for class and only me and pearl was left. we kinda talked alot of graduations and the likes. we both wanted to cry. hoho. anw sorry man, i think i blabbered on abt my jdrama =X BUT, you totally ditched me after that! PIG!
luckily, pops was ard. i was nearly left alone with ykp, scary yo. so after that i kinda went ard with pops to find his classmates, which included pete. so pops did some probin abt pete's 'background' as in the proj attitude all and he fed me with some gossip, that guy's a female in male's disguise man! hahaa! pops is the weirdest guy but nth new we have lots in tp. hahaa! still, he was REALLY nice today! he actually helped me carry my shoebag and uniform cover! surprisin! usually pops will just kill me or such. hahaa! why is everybod sddnly becomin so nice?! BUT I AM NOT COMPLAININ! i love how everythg is now. evrybod nice and i love evrybod, sweeeeet love~ i love thgs like that =))
then while roamin ard we kinda ran into adel and kster who just ended their basic e. lucky i didnt have to meet up with pops' classmates cos i was damn afraid it'd be awkward. hahaa! i was just lamentin how even pops is nice now to adel and k. so i was like, "alvin kang.." the nxt thg i knew, he was in a hurry to tell me, "i become bad alr" (see the link? i said pops become gd alr, so k knew i was gon ask him to carry , my stuff, thus his reply!) gosh, i love the telepathic convos between friends!
i went to change after that and sth sweet HAPPENED! i was damn happy! it's the kinda moments whr you just go, "ah~, yokatta na.." (like wow, thats great..) cos i saw k and adel sittin and chattin happily! how sweet is that?! that was like the highlight of the day! i was really so happy i just stood there and watch =DD after that whn b joined, twas like war. let the pics do the talkin man..
the fightin scenes:
- val's powerful punch
- kster's "retaliation" [more like defence]
- kster's terrorised face
- the 'mom' and the abused 'son'
- battle scar
- tp design stu infront of the 'pyramid'
- in front of i-dont-knoe-what
i love how we are now, it is like the beginnin.. how we shud have started if all our emotions had not come into the picture and spoil the friendships. evrythg's just so comfy and so great. it is those rare moments whr the smile just comes from within, whn your friends exudes genki and makes you feel lively too!
i mean the new ppl i met are all unlike the o3s. denise is like consider 'old' ppl alr. hahaa! she's nasty but mature at the same time, i am actually kinda respectin her for how she sets her limits. i found out that she is a social too, so got khaki alr. hoho. jiayu is MAD but her body damn hot i love how she can get others to like her easily. jerome IS gay. hahaa! i mean we knoe it is an act but still different, he bothers to be gentlemanly, and damn open (shud see him and adel, killer duo). if adel hadnt said so i sure wont knoe he is from st. pat. sp just reminds me of nick pat and brenny. oh yahh! now that i talked abt it he is brenny's junior. but it is not difficult to note his english influence just that he looked nbh =X
but k and pops are still my favs! cos they help me with my stuffs! hahaa!=DD of cos val is love! i mean, ppl like FATlove, nigger, b and mayb even adel. i mean ppl who've heard my non-stop grumbles, you are impt! fl, i didnt forget you la =)) nigger, thanks for alws REALLY being just a phonecall/msg away! b, thanks for keepin me sane. adel, for evn stayin with me in o2.
there are too many pics to caption but lets just say, they are all my favourite ppl, ppl i really love! other than my berlinies of cos.
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we've grown, so has our friendships. the only constant is the changes but by changin tgd, we remain by each others' sides, appreciatin one another more each day
me and b was talkin and we have classmates who are like damn open like take photos they dare to hold our waist and blah.. and k got the impression macam b like to be touch. tsk! i think what she meant was like cos they dare to 'play' then we also can push the limits. it's like how you face a player we'l wanna push our own limits and play along with them, see who's more open. thats pure fun! hoho. also cos of these ppl i can like totally be myself, like just make alot of noise. hahaa! o2girls are kinda like showin girls' school behaviours alr cos the guys are pretty open and they wont like comment on how unglam we are, they just play along. i like their openness but i still miss ppl like ann and k! the feel is just different. dies.
let evrythg remain like this. let us go back to before, to the times whn our friendships blossomed. if our emotions had not got in the way, is this how thgs shud have been? i love how evrythg is but am i bein too close? i dont want to be too close and suffer the impact. i just wanna watch from afar and smile from the bottom of my heart. if thats the price for our friendships, i will do it. i dont want thgs to change..
Labels: favourites, grumbles, new ppl, o2, o3, old loves
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