autobiography
MELLEH. Name:
Pris.
Age:
20.
Gender:
Female.

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good ol' times
November 2004
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
August 2008

one-way out
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
combo
it is not difficult to find pics of female and a kid but to see pics of boys and kid is just PURE sweeeeetness! i love the feel of it. i fell in love with the first pic, it is actually one with pi and a kid, both smilin so innocently, this pic totally melted me at first sight. to prove that i just simply like the theme and not only cos it is pi (who wouldnt, pi is TOO pretty to resist). the second pic is another of a father, i assume, the baby looks so happy to be slpin on his chest (makes me want to too =X) dies of the sweeeetness seriously!



yes, i think she is DAMN hot, i love her style and her look. this is one lady who isnt your lets all be demure style and i love her attitude, not over but just being herself. it sure is nice bein here then..
oh, anw she is ueto aya =DD



lets all get hyped up listenin to upbeat songs and enjoy life =DDDDDD


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it is this feelin, the feelin of youth slowly slippin away, out of my grasp. it sure doesnt feel gd seein your own cuz havin their own careers whn they are not very much older than you are. it is moments like these that make me feel that we are no longer the same, no longer the same teenagers yrs ago.. to think i thot the transition from a kid to teen was bad, this is worse.. we dont have the leisure to be wilful anymore, we have to learn to be independent and face the harsh reality (notice how i alws call it harsh reality instead of only reality). but here, i am still happily wastin my remainin youth away.

mayb i shud start wakin up from my dreams and stop believin that i can behave like a kid just by hangin out with my younger friends, they still have the privilege.. but not me.. in another two yrs, i will and shud be on my own alr, and what will i do then? it sure doesnt help that i still look like a kid at my age, it is brainwashin evrybod into thinkin i'm still a kid. thgs are shud be gettin serious and here i am enjoyin this freedom of chillin as and whn i feel wilful enough to.

i need to learn to be more disciplined and start understandin what it means to dress to impress almost 24/7. honestly, i cant imagine livin my life like this. i need to keep pushin myself to work harder.. i dont want to live a mediocre life, no way..

i am so proud of berlin wall, how evrybod's so forgivin, mayb except ME! =DD but we alws knew that we'd stayed this close for so long because evrybod took turn to keep the grp tgd. it's partner dearest this time and i firmly believe that she'l come back, she is tryin. it sure isnt easy tryin whn you're out of the invisible 'circle'. it is not easy bein the only one out of the 'grp' but if i can find my way back, i have faith partner will too :)) and this time it is up to me to believe in her. afterall, nobod'd knoe as well as i do how it really feels like.. tryin but not knoe how to at the same time.. so partner, trust me, it'l take time but not impossible!!


the sun's been comfy these few days, it is the feelin of warmth, perfect!

ran into another old acquaintance and seein evrybod holdin a permanent job; do i envy them or sympathise with them..?

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