autobiography
MELLEH. Name:
Pris.
Age:
20.
Gender:
Female.

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good ol' times
November 2004
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
August 2008

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Sunday, April 06, 2008
stop frownin!
Sky

The you I love is wilful
The you I love is stubborn
The you I love is beautiful
Even when you get violent

You are perfect
With your imperfections
Your weaknesses
They are the reasons to my existence

You need not be with me forever
But let me go on being by your side
I don’t care how things between us changes
You may choose to be by the side of another
Just as long as you still wear that smile on your face
I am fine, really..

Song of the Day:
just a simple sweet song with the perfect beat to cheer me up x)) nth's been goin well since fri but whn thgs start spirallin dwnwards, it also means that thgs'l start to lookin up soon! =DD



Pieces of paper scattered all over the table,
Each and every one of them turns into my treasure,
for you scribble cute things on them.
Strange looking characters and portraits that don't do much justice.
Written in the pretty handwriting is your name,
and next to it is mine.
Your drawings aren't perfect,
but every one of them is dear to me.

How much capacity for me to take in everything?
How much space should I have in order to keep it all?
Am I sufficient right now?
I want to keep every single thing about us.
The figures left behind by each minute, each second.
Truth is, I want to be able to feel you on my left [side] all the time.
But you're not here,
so on lonely nights I try to make up for the empty space on my bed.
Like this.
Strumming my guitar, I turn my feelings into a melody…
That's always the case.
When you're not by my side,
I can't help but look for you.
My body remembers, reaching out for memories of you and going over them.
I want to be someone, who does not get influenced by anyone,
But right now I cannot put my money on it,
Because you live in my heart.
I'm sorry, but you're here, even now when I'm singing.
My head is full of thoughts of you.
And it would be great if it would change one day,
When one moment becomes forever…

Right now, the proof that you're one to two steps ahead of me,
Helps by breaking the growing silence.
You pretend to be amused listening to someone else's story,
But I want to continue seeing your smile so I swallow my words.
Am I naïve for wanting for more than I have now?
Are you going to suggest that I should be giving instead of receiving?
You can warn me that there is no such thing as forever,
But I want to shine with you,
Even if it's just for a moment.
I'll show you that I can protect every element that colors you.
I'll be by your side no matter what.
I will take away every little thing that saddens you,
So let this love last a little longer….
I built up my courage and said the words I could hold in no longer.
What was supposed to have been "I love you…"
Subconsciously, the command from my brain was altered into my very own code.
One day, will I be able to tell you my feelings with confidence?
Will I be able to stay as someone you are proud to call your own.
With you beside me,
I feel like anything is possible.
I'll send you my love…. ♥

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