Name: Saturday, April 19, 2008
1h03'o7
one yr just breezed past and it just feels wrong to be feelin the 'sadness' at this time of the yr. we are almost programmed to only feel sad that our classes are separatin at the end of the yr, not nowhr in the middle of the yr. well, this is no wonder since we alws change classes aft end of yr. prolly jap's endin of their school yr's similar to ours now, since it is april now.it is amazin how human relationships are. after one whole yr, no matter how weird, irritatin or unclose you are with the ppl, the time spent together, whthr willingly or unwillingly, it matters, it makes a diff, cos it unconsciously becomes part of you. it becomes your precious memories and memories are all that we are made up of.
honestly, i am wonderin what will the new academic yr be like. will i still be complainin abt classmates and start feelin weird whn we needa split up again? i nv did regret makin the nasty comments to them tho sometimes i am just too stubborn to admit but at least i werent coatin my words with honey for the sake of it. i love how they played the angel-mortal game that i suggested tho i really am not sure how effective it was. i was just glad to see all that secretive movements ard class and it really looked adorable.
for the new class, i have shining and pearl. i cant say we are not close but we are not that close yet. i guess i'd miss that baby, her noisiness, her bossiness, her non-stop hyper acts and her sudden silence. before some idiots start bein sarcastic and say, "hey, you gon be in the same sch still man!" how bout start bein real and admit that we all knoe that bein in the same school really doesnt mean anythg in a poly, evn one as small as tp! tell me how often i gotta meet up with din in school. evn tho most of it might be cos i did not put in enough effort but it really isnt easy.
side trackin a lil, i rmb how my sec2 form tchr (she joined halfway, she wasnt our ft for the whole time) chided my class in a nice way when we were sobbin like mad on the last day of school cos we were all goin to different classes. her exact same words were, "why are all of you cryin so badly like you are never gonna see each other again? you will still be in the same school!" i mean, doesnt she get it? evrythg's gon be different, (we were the naughtiest class tho our sports achievements were among the tops; evrytime durin comp seasons, almost half the class can be gone) we couldnt rebel together, back each other up, raise our voices, make private jokes and spend the 'default' time as a class tgd anymore. we had to learn to live in another class and change, make new friends.
we ended up ignorin the ft and went on to share tidbits and our bondin games before gettin our report cards and comparin who had the worst rankin. well, our results were of cos one of the few bottoms too. instead of goin who got into top 40, we compared who were the bottom 40. hilarious! true enough, on the first day of sec3, despite bein in different classes, one thg remain constant in evy class with 2i students, we were the LOUDEST ppl. not that we intended to raise our voice but we were too used to havin the 'loud' girl in our class that we didnt realise our volume got pretty high over the yrs. all these memories came back whn i was reminiscin with dicky ytd.. :)
i dont knoe how i will change over the nxt school yr but i knoe some friendships are not up for expiration yet, if there is such a word =)) and i shall rmb i got babyt as a 1h03 stu! =D the milestone of my life.
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