Name: Friday, March 28, 2008
lost
it is not the first time but the feelin of wantin to tell of a feelin but cant find someone to tell. this feelin sucks. it's as if you cant tell others cos they either get shocked at how different you are from their impression or they worry unduly.. still, the action that resulted in me feelin so down is the worst of all these. it need not have been this way but since it happened, i guess there shud be an end to all these emotions, lockin evrythg away.
the last time i actually felt so bad was sec3 end and thgs started goin downhill for us. of cos, how it ended we all knoe.. mayb it is me but it sure doesnt matter now. nothing lasts forever, at the end of the day, we are only responsible for ourselves.
i am really in no mood to like post pics today, i'd prolly spam another day :))
and yes, today i was still VERY happy to meet up with dicks, had my hair cut. tho i seriously think i am gon have some serious prob with my hair come school reopen but heck it. love how we laughed all the way back to my hse. hahaa! nearly runnin dwn an (amk) uncle or two. it is not that her drivin sucks but the main thing lies in it is an AMK uncle. HAHAHA! :DD
song of the day:
Labels: amk uncle, cut hair, dicks, forget, let go, planetarium
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