Thursday, January 31, 2008
am i really suitable
am i really suitable for this line? at this point of time, is it too late to turn back? over this period of time i changed and sadly it was for the worse. i wasnt as strong to cope with the politics.. i understand that i shud expect many politics in this industry and i shudnt evn think of making friends in this line..yet it is still scary talking to darddy abt it.. my fam's like rather involved in this hotel line and it is just not great to listen abt it. we were just watching some drama on hotel politics and i meant it whn i said it is too suffocating to watch, i hated the politics.. it is too tiring.. darddy gave me a stern lecture, saying that if i want to go into industry, i must be prepared. it will be an evryday affair, he was using his friend being sack as an eg. it came so sudden without any warning. this, he said is what hotel industry is all abt.. thanks ar, dadd..
i dont rmb whn i started becomin so weak, i alws thot i was much stronger. maybe i needa become stronger again? can i survive if i just wanna be myself? all these sucks and i am ONLY yr 1!
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