Name: Sunday, November 18, 2007
raw nerves
rarhh!` i totally hate what i am doin now, it is as if i've hit a raw nerve. intentionally or unintentionally i dont knoe. all i knoe's no matter what i do, the wound will be picked open again. maybe all my forgetfulness and failure to rmb or understand anythg's due to my escape. i dont wanna rmb, dont wanna think abt it. just wanna lock evrythg up and it resulted in me not bein able to walk out of it. i am too caught up with it, i just wanna run away frm the crowd, the society. nomore socialisin will cause be to be left behind academically. i needa wake up really wake up. grahh!` i am like tryin to do my resume now, still, alright. i am unable to start, so now i am like tryin to categorise and out together all the info i need. startin a piece of tutorial is alws the hardest part for me. it seems so much easier to type out a blogpost instead so tada!`. here i am postin instead of doin my darned resume.
ok, was listenin to this song while tryin to do my resume. why, the video's not bad as well but what i cant understand is how do japanese sing in such high-pitched voices whn they speak in such low and manly voices? anw callin the japanese 'jap' is rude, well, thats as far as i learnt frm my history tchr miss chiam back then. callin a chinese a chink's an insult too but we thot it sounded cool, maybe the younger generations really dont give as much as a damn anymore.
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