Monday, November 12, 2007
posting
i've decided to be nicer and use normal font size instead of small font size. maybe yall can decide for yourselves which one's nicer 'cos i cant compare now, i am far too brain-dead to really function.today was scary, actually comin to realise that if two of your friend doesnt come to school, you are fucked. to find out abt that's not cool at all, really not cool. 'cos our class's divided into different clique like normal classes and maybe it just me who really feels weird like joinin others. it feels as if i am intrudin. so really dont ask me how alvin kang can happily join other cliques at will. 'cos i will just feel weird. today vivi, jeline, shining and eileen were nice, like we went to hijack their table at itas 'cos i craved for laksa so we kinda went itas and there were NO table. motherf! so we got no choice but to like crash their 'luchdate'. hahaa! then found our way to bookshop. brenny startled me, like i really got shock 'cos he seemed to come out of nowhere and went, 'HEY!' alright, he was too tall so i didnt see him right behind me? i am short and with his height he does happen to be 'out-of-sight'.
then the WHOLE grp of us enthusiastically went for micro almost 30mins early just to spot the 'cute korean'. damn! our hopes got dashed so we made a dare like to have ykp in between me and adel, like SITTIN in between us yo'! the class was kinda noisy today and i cud see mr micromini was slowly losin his patience, so was i! imagine ykp beside you, fakin that half-slutty voice callin.. 'kelly! kelly!' i think she totally called for the sake of callin. i survived that lesson totally. timo was crappy! i cudnt do some question and lucky mr micromini asked timo to help me and he totally let me copy somebod's work onto the board. thanks dude. ohyeah, adel, you shud stop laughin at mr micromini's short legs, he isnt evn attemptin to walk faster to open the door for us, it really aint his short legs =X some day we shud really go find out the code to open the damn door.
aft that was lects and i kept fallin aslp. well lucky i did man. if not i'd really be too tired to evn realise what happened on my way back in the bus. anw socio was still the usual cool shit. today's lecturer felt like she came frm the psycho cds =/ she felt semi-insane but cool. the topic of the lect was like whether the pic she showed us, the one with piercin was a dickhead -.- 'cos the lecturer merely said twas a head and she pointed at the head right at the tip of her upper body, like that thg which houses your brain? thats it you do have one. anw yep, apparently i was the first to saw and chuan ann just didnt wanna accept the fact that it was. he tried suggestin tortoise -.-/ socio's like the ONLY lect i'd sit in the front and like been stickin my head out to listen 'cos it is just alws so interestin. tho i cudnt help but dozed off a lil. it really wasnt 'cos the lect was borin but merely 'cos my body was simply too tired.
on the way back twas fucked up. that stupid busride. i really shud have went to the police but it really is too much a hassle much more troublesome than what yall can imagine so i really just tsked at the STUPID baboo and changed seat. technically i didnt lose much but i still wanna punch him. gahh!' maybe i shud just treat it like something we'd usually experience in a club, that'l definitely make me feel better. ili was funny, he wanna to come dwn and i was like, alright, how to? i'm on the bus. lol.
meetin up with my cjnballers just really kinda make me miss jommin. i mean yeah, we're supposed to be healthy ppl, no softdrinks and whatnots but this grp of us? hoho! for one, i really dont care abt the coke rule, i need the coke to maintain the bloodsugar and i really dont care if i gotta eat in between trg durin that 5mins break. i rmb our stayovers, vodka, jimbeam, you name it, we'd prolly have it. and of cos the 1pack w/in less than an hour. all those crazy days, i seem to have forgotten abt them. i've been clean for like what.. half a yr? incredible isnt it? i dont touch the sticks anymore 'cos my sense of smell seemed to have improved overnight and i really cant stand the 'aftersmell' of jom. tho i kinda miss the carefree feel, just a few khakis and a quiet corner.. walahh! the burnin feel of vodka and the many snacks that follow. the truths that alws escapes whn we drink our lack-of-trust-in-others away. the silly moments, the pics to prove them. those were balls of fun, boy =DD miss.
i really cant understand how i can take it so lightly. nothing really seems to matter to me anymore, i can alws afford a hahhaa! or lol. i dont knoe why. shall not elaborate on the reasonin that i think it is cos it's sound like a bore so endin off here and i finally got my nball cheque. i needa make the money stay in my damn bank as long as possible boy. hoho. mommy finished my carrotcake! tsk!
Labels: cjnball, cliques, socio, stupid baboo, wildtimes, ykp
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