eh, i dont knoe what am i supposed to blog abt. i am totally at lost, senile alr yo! oh yeah, i am supposed to load the video of our 'hot' korean boy. lets hope my blogger lets me load this time round or it'l be a waste of my paparazzi effort, boy.

ok, f* blogger cos i cant upload anythg on it. dont knoe whats the prob with it. i dont like it like that! cos i cant put anythg funny on my blog! damn damn damn!!

anw i kinda got pissed off wnough with a friend. i dont understand the sudden change of attitude and kinda confronted him. hoho. gave me some lame ans that made me wwanna lose my cool and i promised myself not to so i held on and tolerated all the crap. maybe some parts of the answers were true but others i still hold my stand. i guess i kinda lost a friend but i really cant blame myself if he is weird. *shruggs. ano, wakarimasen. lol. this is the only jap phrase i love. hehehe!

maybe it is time to kick the emo crap aside again. it sure doesnt feel gd and it is causin a delay in my work progress. i have become so emotional i just put work aside to watch vids just to feel better and all these will totally screw me up.

moreover, i really think i need a job but my condition will only get me a job if God bestows miracle on me -.- and if possible may God bestow on me more patience to take all the crap that is happenin ard me. i am like some active volcano now, alws on the verge of explosion. i cant describe the cause but i am tryin to zone out alot so i can just be crazy and not get too serious. sometimes because i am alws hangin out with ppl i love, i really dont have the heart to flare but all theose frustrations are makin me FATTER! lol...

yadayadayada... lazeeeee outto!

Labels: fat, frustrated, lazy, mental block, volcano, zone out

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