Name: Wednesday, November 21, 2007
the last
finally finished the mukodono series. it is only a mere 12eps drama. i did 5eps within today and i only started at 11pm. i ended up being a goldfish. i think too much cryin will really kill the eyes like what b said. alr they are single eyelid now frm the lack of sleep and now they look diseased, swollen as they are. i better not start cryin blood like b did before. i think if i ever really do start cryin blood, i'l prolly just go on cryin. hahaa! i mean you dont care that much whn you are being emo while watchin sad shit. cryin really wears one out damn fast but I CANT SLEEP WITH SWOLLEN EYES! they'l swell even more tmr! hahaha! vids has become an addiction i cant resist. the addiction is not the problem but the reason behind it. so yall shud stop naggin abt the addiction. maybe i can change the addiction to another form, something healthier i guess.and love, it is not that i am describin different kinda guys! it's just that they have that common trait, protective. of course we discussed the character sakuraba yuichiro, CHARACTER. cos i was still watchin the drama and we kinda discussed the kinda guy we wanna be with and it really ended up being abit of a joke. i think guys who go all out for the people they love, meanin like family members, are to die for. not like they restrict their loved ones but they are like the supporting pillars. they are alws there but you need not notice them, yet it doesnt stop them from protectin you from harm. i think i really shud have an elder bro.
now, i really dont knoe if i still wanna be part of a crowd. not that i have really loved crowds before, like a big grp of ppl/friends. before this, there was a period i'd prefer a big grp of friends together. now, i very much love the peace i get from goin home earlier. i really dont care that i am prolly killin myself slowly with the terrible lack of sleep. more sweet stuffs will do the job xP
Labels: crowd, elderbro, latenights, sakuraba yuichiro
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