Name: Thursday, November 01, 2007
changes for the better
i guess i cant just hide in my small corner and hope to succeed in life. nobod can stop me frm lockin my feelins away but whn i pull myself out of the situation totally, there is no way i can survive in this society. maybe this is really the time, time to make a change and reconsider what i really want out of all these i have go thru.it is high-time i woke up frm my fairytale dream and learn to blend back into the society but that doesnt mean that i'd have to get affected by others' rubbish. instead i shud use those rubbish to build my wall of defence. afterall, in an industry like ours, we do not expect others to give a damn abt our feelings. all that matters is how others feel.
i've straightened out my thots and i knoe i needed find the chirpy person agn, be gay and make merry. lets all be happy ppl and make ppl ard us smile =D i wanna be the person who write 'smile!:)' on others' notes. alws, i learnt my lesson. no matter what happens, i shud alws find out the truth before i make any judgement. thanks to lil miss sunshine's clarification, i realized i got saddened by something that didnt really happen -.- and never ever listen to hearsays. faints. how long do i need to take to learn this?
okie, a brand new day tmr. i shall try to stone less.. hmm.. mayb still stone but be less unapproachable =))
Labels: a change in me
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