Name: Friday, October 12, 2007
random thots
as i am sittin opp at the bus stop, there is just a sddn hope of runnin into nsq. tho it is totally not the place she’l prolly appear but i just had this hope. to run into, give her a hug, or more like i need the hug. the comfy feelin she gives me is unexplainable and irreplaceable. we dont meet up often, we dont talk often but there is just this understandin between us. something within us is so similar, we think alike, totally, at many points of times.and just at the same moment, i am thinking if slittin would hurt as much if it is cut deep enough to just let the blood run while i just watch on, what will the feelin be like? have i grew accustomed to evrythg or do i just not want to retaliate anymore? am i just simply givin up or just keeping evrythg inside hopin that it would result in a great enough expulsion one day? it is scary how you dont evn knoe what you yourself are thinking abt sometimes.. well, at the very least, i am just glad that i am evn actually thinking and not just wastin my life away.
Labels: possibilities, thots
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