Name: Tuesday, October 02, 2007
pain
i really hate what i am doin now but i really dont have a choice. the pain is not the kind you'd associate with love. if it is maybe it wouldnt be so sucky but it is just the kind that you totally do not want to experience. all that unhappiness came floodin back again. twas only ytd that i was tellin seppie, i am actually positively happy, or at least not feelin sucky. how fast all these can change. sometimes i just wanna keep typin so that this will not end cos it just feels really gd to be typin, typin and typin.
on a lighter note, i really think i shud alws spend some time thinkin before i do anythg else, slow as it may be but it'l make me feel better. honestly this whole hols i never really spared a thot on how i'd wanna change to become a better person. it may sound cliche but i think it's not a bad idea to alws become better after evry break. thats what breaks are for isnt it?
Labels: breaks, pain, to choose, unhappiness
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