Name: Friday, October 19, 2007
horoscope love
aft i walked love halfway home, i was just thinkin.. mayb i am startin to break away frm my cacoon and becomin a buttfly. the meanin of buttfly.., known only to me. the surpression, the need to succumb, may tie me dwn for a while but it will only give me more will to retaliate further whn break free. the Pride that i have to let go now is only temporary. i hate the trapped feelin but i am not like before, i am willin to hold back my emotions and evrythg else. all i want is that moment of retaliation, the release, the feel of a freebird. i will wait for that moment and make sure it leaves an impact on you for i hate you tryin to push me dwn. not understandin that the harder you try to surpress me, the higher i'd hit back.was talkin to Love abt our friendship. we noticed the similarity and the soft spot of each other that we have so often avoided out of mutual understandin. we actually related it to our horoscopes. how we are insecure abt ppl comin too near to our inner soul. we are afraid. we are not afraid of ppl attackin us but we are afraid of tellin others our secrets for nothing scares us more than bein so weak that we dont evn have the strength to pick ourselves up. the similarities go a long way. maybe it is really because of our horoscopes, the 4days difference in birthdates that made us so similar. i have no proof in any of these but i am just happy with the mutual understandin that didnt have to be pre-decided but something we have alws knew.
Labels: mutual understandin, scorpions, soft spots
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