Name: Friday, October 12, 2007
for Love, with love
i think too much dramas has resulted in my current calm state. i realized there isnt like this OMG! i like somebod kinda crap. i mean last time i’d prolly be crazy over the male lead, not evn that now. damn.. something’s wrong with me, something very wrong. that means i dont like that someone anymore, gd news, complete recovery. i’ve reached sucha numb state that nothing really matters. Ok, something still does, my decomposin forehead and my constantly above average weight. those are KILLIN me!!! =((((mayb i am still looking forward for my Prince but i knoe it wont be any time soon, at least not now. for firstly, since i spend almost all my time with tp ppl and tp guys are.. well… since they are… their friends shud be like them so forget it. secondly, i don’t really meet ppl outside, so forget abt anythg now man. Focus!! keke.
i am still frettin over my hair! dunno what to do with it. i can so imagine myself goin to sch with my lion mane alr. Worse come to the worse, i shall just pony it up! hehs.
stupid love cant stop tryin to tell me abt xc before i start tellin you abt ehlo *evil grin. first tryin to link him to Prince, which is NOO!! Love, you link smore i am NOT talking to you anymore cos that is a major turnoff. honestly it doesn’t matter if Prince turns up anymore, i really don’t care, if you’d believe me. look at how unfazed i am by the couples attack! today. hahhaa! reminds me of the mars attack! hoho. Stupid shows!!! oh yeah, continuing and all her how the photos she took with him back then nicer cos no babin. she smsed me that. whn? EARLY IN THE MORN! hoi! spare me the fright can? early in the morn see his name -.- anw was just gon say all that just made me rethink abt the whole fiz issue. now it’s like war cos he is makin a fuss say if he doesnt call i wont call too.. plus i alws give him the ‘I-don’t-wanna-talk-to-you’ tone. so it is major now cos he is pissed too but i am doin what i did cos i was also pissed-and-tryin-to-act-ok. you get me, don’t you. tell me you’ve never done that and i’l slap you. we broke up but like never really break up.
true to what you’ve said but this time it is different. i mean.. we both changed, he is returnin to who he really is back in macs days (which is unfathomable!!!) i am becoming less reliant on him. this time, i actually dont have the urge to return to him and just rest on him.. mayb it is just me who prefers to face probs alone, i said MAYB cos some part of me just thinks that i’d prefer a shoulder to lean on.. but after all that happened, he really wasn’t ard. it’s two years we are talking abt. anybody who can survive two yrs with me we can so totally get married alr, it’s just that it’s not the right time not and we cant get the feel back. gahh!`
i was just thinkin.. i prefer tan-tan-tall-tall guys.. it sounds so malay. hahhaa! but i don’t only like malay guys! it’s as if i am really so wrong… anw i want revenge!! r-e-v-e-n-g-e REVENGE! cant wait to see the look on your face whn my sweet sweet revenge hits you. *double love!
okokiee!!! hair hair hair!! hows hows hows?! i don’t want lion mane! gahh!!` anw time to shoppie soonie!!! woohooo!!! muahahahaaa! lets go Love!!!
this post is dumb cos it is meant for Love but Love is slpin right beside me now -.-
Labels: ehlo, lion mane, to Love, two yrs
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