autobiography
MELLEH. Name:
Pris.
Age:
20.
Gender:
Female.

holdmeā™„

good ol' times
November 2004
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
August 2008

one-way out
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Friday, September 28, 2007
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i was just thinkin maybe i shud at least try to type like a norm folk. no more excessive hahaa-ing and hoho-ing, whn smtimes they don evn have a purpose to their existence. more often than not, they are a smokescreen to hide my emotions and inability to express myself better. i miss the ability to express myself ever-so-well with english words instead of chinese characters. moreover, by tryin to be normal, mayb more ppl'd get so irritated with the chunks of words that they stop readin on.

dunno whats up with that sudden surge of emotional thots. well, it is partly cos i saw - and +. i really think they are the sweetest couple considerin what they went thru but sweet couples are the last thg i need at a time like this. hahaa! really not now. i cant understand why am i suddenly so weak. mayb it is one of those talks abt what i am really feelin inside that it triggerin this whole flood but i have alr promised myself to be fine by the time school starts. i hate to alws repeat that yes, i am recoverin, i am recoverin. repeatin it non-stop make it seems like it nv happened. in actual fact it happens. just mayb not as effective, thats all.

ohh.. i nearly forget abt the tagtag thg.. let me go find frm smbod to copy frm.......

1.Each player of this game starts off by giving (REVEALING!!) 5 weird things about themselves.
2.People who gets tagged needs to write in their blog of their own weird things as well and state the rules clearly.
3.In the end, you'll select 5 people to be tagged and list their names.

***okie, i am just being anal and complainin like a pig that the whole phrasin of this game sounds wrong, esp the part on five things abt yourself part.. but who cares, since i am alr doin it. short questions that require long ans.

5 weird things about myself:
1. i laugh too much, like i dont evn knoe how to control it smtimes.

2. i hate changes but i love a new start as in knowin new ppl, at the same time i wud refuse to socialize whn i meet ppl for the first time. basically i love to live in the past, refusin to move on. alws thinkin that my mates from previous schools are better. may not be the case alws but it seems that i only appreciate sth or stuffs whn they have slipped me by.

3. i can be anal abt grammar and all the englishy thgs but my english is not that gd, i still use weird words i come up with myself. a habit i picked up frm cedar days and am proud to keep with me.

4. i like to come across strong, i never like ppl tryin to manipulate my emotions such that i become weak and vulnerable. i am not afraid of the consequences as long as i am strong on the outside, even if i wither inside, i'd still wanna put on a strong front. put it simply, stubborn.

5. i can be nice and toleratin but once my trust is betrayed, i become a different person. i'l treat you like how you treat me. love you like how you love me. hurt you doubly like how you hurt me.

5 people to do this:
  • sep
  • din
  • pei
  • kerr
  • hafi

***no val cos val has alr got tagged by adel =)) thats all for tonight.. i really needa doze before i wake up to meet berlin. i really miss them.. but no cam.. bOO!` just wanna hear how's their uni life like.. alright, sounds bad enough for me to say this to myself. whatever.

anw before i forget, i watched 881 today, totally adored the movie. i will dedicate one post just for the movie and explain it in my own words.

lastly, it is so difficult being normal, tryin to curb the urge the press 'enter' and move on to the next line. i just need to stop runnin away and keep typin, keep typin.......

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