Name: Sunday, September 30, 2007
retaliation.. or not
i knoe i shudnt be doin this because it is gon start another snowballin affair but i just think i shudnt let it go here. it is the similarity that brought abt the break. the ability to see the motive behind evry action and gesture. the only thg that tore me away was the lies, the actins, the need to use guilt as weapon. i am not sayin i am a prefect kiddo. if i am perfect i guess i wudnt be involved in such. if my cj style of life cant fit into tp's then too bad, i really do not intend to change. however inperfect i am i wont offer a warped story to my friend, i tell them what really happened between me and another person.this may just piss off more than one person, mayb evn the class. good for you that you've got a foothold in class. this may just be a petty clash that is not needed AT all but it just sets me thinkin..
is this just one of your tactics so that it gives you more than ample reason to join the others you think are 'cooler' =)
i was just gon let evrythg go cos stayin angry for long is just too tirin for me. you knoe it but wells, just whn i was startin to try to start talkin agn, i felt betrayed in some sense so 'poof'. let's go back to square one like snake and ladder.
mayb this entry's gon come out more harsh than i expected it but i am just voicin out MY own thots. one word of advice, if you needa hate out and voice it out so openly in your blog, dont stop. dont start gettin all sad and emo abt the whole issue on your blog such that you are the victim. whatever happened we kept it to ourselves, we have given you enough face, you wanted this to be open, we'l do it your style. just dont change your mind, then mayb i might just give you more respect.
also, for those who really think you are GENUINELY concerned, it is best to get BOTH sides of the story before you conclude.
Labels: friendship, school, truth
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