Name: Sunday, September 30, 2007
a long time ago
it's been so long since i last experienced such.. maybe primary sch days, i felt it so strongly. the need to retaliate, as if for survival, to go to the extremes just to protect myself and evn hurtin ppl at losin myself in the process. it is definitely not part of growin up, it is the part of movin backwards. i am supposed to be almost hittin twenty but i still have to fit into the growin up stages of my classmates and schmates. maybe this would cause an unbalance but well, there is enough for me to be worried abt other than this.i may have short term memory but i remember what others have done to me, not only the bad but definitely also the good, i am not ungrateful. okie, time to go back to dramas =))))))
Labels: extremes, indulge in a world of farcity, memories
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