Name: Wednesday, September 19, 2007
forgotten
it still remains a fact that i cant stay annoyed for an excessively long time. this is very unscorpion but i just cant help it. it is really tiring to stay annoyed but it is not totally back to before feeling, it is just.. numbness? like what val said, let nature take its course? evn tho nothing is natural now. it is the missin of old times and the laughter. the feelin of familiarity is gone, over what i consider a small issue now. however, it is still the wrong thg to do then that resulted in something this major.i am quite sick of all these friendship probs. smtimes it is just a small issue and a minor error in my handlin of the situation screws evrythg up. i still owe dinny a explanation of some kind. all these are so killin me that all i wanna do is slp and not think of anythg. i miss the old times whn evrythg is so chillout. less sensitivity, more fun. whr has that open mind went to? did the experience in tp locked it? is lockin it up the only way to adapt to tp? i dont believe and dont want it to happen.
i am pretty tired of all but there are still happy times i gotta say. the oktfest is one and here are some photos =)) lets hope blogger works and lets me upload them =DD
val's angmoh guy with a red cross xP]
joel, the supervisor] CELINE ALERT! spot the *celine
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