Name: Saturday, September 29, 2007
blogger bitchy / black is love
alrights, blogger's bein a bitch again. this time they are not lettin me upload pics. anw i've dyed my hair. it is gothic black now. i love it to bits, twas better than i expected, really. cos now i can do my extreme dressin again. like black eyeliners, dark. monochromatic dressin. i admit that i was reluctant to dye it back black but it was for the better cos now my face doesnt pale. and i look so innocent! =\ hahaha!i am currently watchin 樱野3加1 now *smiles. i am tryin to slow dwn the watchin of this series cos there are only 8eps uploaded! i am abit sadded by not enough shows to watch cos i am pretty selective. as in at certain period i'd only wanna watch dramas by certain actors and actresses. i dont like feelin despondent evrytime i finish a serie w/in a short period of time and sufferin frm w/drawal of sort. gosh, the feelin really sucks. hoho.
today's a bad day! read some stuff i am not pretty happy abt but just well.. let it go. i gotta say i am abit slow.. i read the entry before but i gotta be asked to realise hey! was it me bein mentioned? ahhaha! sorry xP let bygones be bygones, whats gone cannot be recovered. i shud not let myself be so affected anymore.
i dunno how i am really feelin abt sch. some parts of me is bein damn enthu abt it, the other parts of me am rather anti it. *shruggs. anyhows i guess i'd still wanna go back to sch so i can ppl watch but then, i love rottin at home. *indecisive!
birthday comin but.. like prev yrs, i am not really enthu abt celebratin. i kinda feel like just coopin at home with sep to celebrate both of our bdays on wed! xP but i wanna meet up with the cj peeps too. unfortunately, they shud be preparin for their As =( so i guess it's a no. it's a bit weird not havin kerr ard, i am alws reminded of her durin this period. 2004 was memorable. hahaha! the mattress fallin, toilet searchin, storeroom screamins. nobod can beat the mei, nsq. she is the only person who will msg me, not happy bday but ' i knoe you are not very happy on a day like this but pull thru it babe.' ironic. hahaha! i rmb last yr i told berlin i hate to receive bday msges, seriously i do. they still sent it anw. i knoe they mean it, i just hate it whn ppl dont mean it send me bday wishes cos if you dont, why bother. hahaha!
skip evrythg, just presents will do. i am honest, i only love presents xP the rest forget it. hahaha!
Labels: bday, dramas, emotional, gone with the wind, hair
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